Thursday, August 31, 2006

happy teachers day

happy teachers day! i m sure many of u guys haf been back to ur secondary schs. i m not an exception. haha. i dun really wanna cum to sch today actually, cos i see no point in doin so. bt bo bian ma, cos the 4-7 ppl meetin to go back together.. i dun feel a sense of attachment to the college. i think the tchers in nj, sum r good, sum r not good. but all of them lack this sense of attachment to the pupils. yes, they may produce great students, n they r dedicated to their work, providing extra tution, or homework. bt, i think they r juz treatin teaching as a career. not because they wanna teach. in anderson, i tink the teachers r much better.. eg. mrs lim, 胡老师, mdm tey etc. hm.. the teachers thr put more feelings into their teaching? haha. i feel tt they treat students more like friends.

hai. had to endure mornin in sch. had sum crappy concert. actually, i tot the concert was gd, haha, funny n lame. n the ppl r really spontaneous. haha. mr chris ho was really sportin, appearin on stage in mr incredible suit. yeah, n he helped solaris won sum stuff. missed the pizza party, cos hadda rush back to anderson. haha, saw lots of my friends thr. haha. saw mrs lim, mdm tey n mrs chong. hai.. so sad didnt see hulaoshi. tink of all the teachers, i like her the best. hai. very very sad.

aft tt we took sum photos, n went to eat. hai. so sad the lanshops were full. cldnt play. so we went ken's house. haha. his house gamblin den ar, gt mahjong n pool. i went thr didnt play la. watch movie. wa, watch tis show, freddy n jason. damn sick. gt tis 2 sickos, competing to see who can kill more ppl: freddy attk thr ppl's dreams, while jason attk ppl in reality. n they end up fiting one another. stupid, sick n senseless show. then, watch house of flying daggers nxt. hm.. chim movie, bt actually, i also dun really like. spys here n thr. then the woman the main character love die in the end, cos andy lau jealous. duno la, damn stupid movie la. hero is much better..

iduntellu at 9:01 PM

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

BEEP!

wahaha.. took the beep test today. or rather yesterday, since it is alrdy 12+. sian.. i m the lousiest for bball sia.. level 9-10. wth... crap man.. the rest all at least lvl 10+. hai.. lousy means lousy. hai, my stamina sucks like hell. anyway, sham suspended trainin until the end of promos le. haha, finally. yay! no more trainin durin holidays:D can conc on muggin. hm.. i m not goin to touch bball until after promos, yeah. muz mug like no nxt yr.. cos if i gt retain, really no nxt yr le. muhahaha.. gt the whole of tml to mug. yay!

haha, the pics r really random 1 ok.. haha. i still dun think its gd to put zilian pics. i dun wanna join the eccentric club, haha. i m alrdy the president of the acmy club le.. haha. cant betray my ownclub rite?

iduntellu at 12:12 AM

Sunday, August 27, 2006

uploads

fireworks(france)
yh
jj
starwars:D
mz..
yo ppl, i updated mz's videos on youtube.. to access it, click on the links on the cls blog.. yeah. wahaha...
haha, also randomly added sum pics i took frm my phone

iduntellu at 6:31 PM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

3 holy mother

wahahahaha!! thanks to kaikiat, we finally found tis song, our bball team theme song

我的全部 by 庞龙

天上下凡三圣母
生下沉香和爹住
沉香日夜哭着要寻母

哮天犬追
二郎神堵
黑白无常常出入

砸炼丹炉改生死簿
背天书修法术
应付自如

玉皇大帝王母娘娘
不食人间五谷
也犯错误

八戒悟空世间万物
教我真功夫
天兵天将挡不住

我是娘的全部
娘是我的全部
娘痛苦我就不幸福

hai.. sad i missed trainin 2day. coach came. bt i cant go cos i donated blood. hm.. donatin blood was quite fun, although the wait was abit long.. haha. thr r so many procedures u haf to go thru.. registration, medical checkup, blood test, before the actual donations. bt i guess its nided becos blood is so impt.. shldnt mix it up, it concerns a human life.

haha, 1st they did the blood pressure checkup. hm.. they used the spyghomanometer (if i remembered the spelling correctly), and my bp was abt 113/82 if i not wrong, haha. i forgot all my bio stuff le.. then they took body temperature.. aft tt they used a staple to clip my middle finger to gt a small blood sample.. haha, its very interestin. they dipped the blood drop into a beaker containin a blue aqueous solution, and my blood droplet floated.. and according to the person in charge, i haf a normal iron level in my body.. yeah..

after tt went on to donate blood. hm.. first, they applied local anaesthetic to numb my arm, and probably to create a small hole to poke the blood donation needle. then when they poke the needle in, totally no feeling 1. haha, the anaesthetic damn power. haha, the army guy commented i haf nice veins. big, ez to see, make his job ezier. it took abt 8 mins for the bag to b filled.. haha. imagine if i was a vampire. the njc hall wld b paradise.. yeah, then they gaf me a cotton wool to stop the bleeding.. yeah. put plaster, n job done.

wa, ppl, pls donate ur blood to the blood bank, haha, it can help save lots n lots of lives. its not painful at all, haha, juz tt after tt u will feel tired, n wanna slp nia.. so ppl wif insomania, tis is ur chance to gt a good night's rest. yeah..

iduntellu at 8:15 PM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

3 holy mother version 1.1 2006

wahaha.. i m here to tok abt capt ball 2day. hm.. started by playin for 06s12. yeah. we won 1 n drew 1. its rather wasted sia.. tt we drew ling's team.. well.. after tt, prob they did sumthing wif another ip cls.. cos i heard them sayin ip help ip.. yeah. who noes.. its for themselves to noe.. hm.. they were probably the dirtiest team? haha, the chinese dance ppl also tot so too, nt juz us. luckily they gt thrashed by our seniors in the finals. yeah.

aft playin for 06s12, played for 3 holy mother version 1.1 2006.. yeah. won tis j2 team.. hm.. yeah.. not accusin them of anything.. bt prob they were too 'soft'? haha, its not very nice to call them sissies. after all, they r guys ma. yeah. sasha told me they very buaysong me, bt who cares. i dun gif a damn to 'soft' ppl. they can tink all they wan of me.. none of my problem.. as if their opinions matters.

aft tt played kiki n co. haha, our seniors. kierana was mvp, haha, damn pro. yeah, unfortunately we lost to them, n haf to settle for the 3rd n 4th placin match.. so we hadda play against the chi dance ppl. wa, i m very apologetic i knocked into 2 gals. wa.. hope they dun mind.. hm.. due to gh n gong sun(john), not forgettin xin ni, yakult n hong ming, we outscored them, haha. hai, too bad they gaf out the prizes immediately.. really wanna see gong sun goin up to stage receiving the prize for 3 holy mother version 1.1 2006. haha, i can imagine the look on sham's face:D hm.. we gt $15 pizza hut voucher, + $35 voucher frm our seniors, we haf $50 pizza hut voucher! haha. they said wanna go eat pizza hut together as a bball team, hm.. not sure when, haha.

hey, to the s12 ppl. really well done, haha. at least we were one of the 2 unbeatable teams in the competition, includin kiki n co. haha. yeah. gd job guys. hm.. hope i dun chicken out tml.. i wld juz haf to imagine its an ant bite.. yeah. damn, hafta mug nw for econs test tml:

iduntellu at 10:25 PM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

boring life again

i duno. is tis the best thing for me? life riverts back to normal. wakin up, goin to sch, cca, goin back to sch, doin hw and finally slpin. haf i really forgotten? haf i really thrown everything to the back of my mind? i really hope so. definately when the promos r cumin. i do not wanna gt retained.

wa, played capt ball for 06s12 yest. its quite nice to haf a crowd of bae n mz supportin us for our 1st game. aft tt they went hm. yeah. prob was becos of the many tests tt we haf today. i wish i cld also excuse myslf, n go home to mug. bt then, nobody wld b present to play for our cls. we won 4 matches, bt tts not the main point. sasha sprained her ankle while playin for our cls. yeah. its really noble of her to sacrifice herself for our cls. u haf to wonder, hw many ppl can do tt?

i screwed maths test today. for maclaurin, i gt sumthing like a fraction, so i didnt dare to continue.. bt aft the tests, i asked ard, and the pros gt fractions too. damn, if only i had the courage n stupidity to continue doin, and not the brains to tink of time management. i think i only garnered 3m lor. damn. phy spa was much better. haha. i m not suppose to divulge any information regardin spa.. yeah.

played for the 3 holy mother version 1.1 2006 today. won 3 n draw 1. yeah. its really damn stupid to draw 1. cum on lor, we wld haf won, n its really frustratin when u didnt. if only i wasnt made to block shots n focus on attkin, i wld haf qie dead amelia's bf. wa, hope i can help my cls play tml, cos coach cumin for trainin, n obviously i cant pon.. coach trainin definately muz cum 1..

hey, i m officially settin up the acmy club. interested parties can approach me directly. to noe more details, pls also approach me directly. i m the president, pls dun snatch away my post:D

i hope i m not bullshitin.. i hope the ppl who promised also r not. i dun wanna go alone. yeah. lets see on thurs..

iduntellu at 10:42 PM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

flag day

woke up early in the morn to do cip. haha. i had tis feeling as usual to go back to slp, n not go for cip, bt of cos cannot la. i mean, although i m tired, bt i signed up, n i muz go. furthermore, tis is cip, haha, not juz sum 4-7 sports day outin. its helpin other ppl. erm, i not sayin 4-7 sports day outin not important la, haha. bt fun n work is 2 different things. yeah.

so we got our collection cans, and set off for bugis, while jj n xh went to raffles place. we went to after bugis street, near og complex thr. the crowd thr was not bad, juz tt not many wanna donate nia. we did until abt 11, b4 meeting up to haf lunch. hm.. jj has so much charm tt she got a $50 note frm a lady at raffles place. omg. hw in the world wld sum1 donate $50? unless of cos the person is rich. i only gt like 2 $2 notes. bt nvm, haha.

i realise tt bugis street is like a perma pasar malam. always thr 1. the shops thr also display weird n cool stuff, haha. like the adult novelity shop. shi meng n me bought a identical zinc sling bags. haha. not sure wat to buy ma, and dun really trust my taste, so folo suit lor. when i gotten home, i realise i duno hw to use the bag. like so complicated like tt, cos tt salesperson said thr were 3 ways of usin the bag: haf to see on monday hw sm uses it.

after tt, we went back to return our collections. 2 staff frm red cross society gav us an inpromtu talk, and appealed for our help in doin volunteering work. they needed sum ppl to welcome ppl cumin to singapore for the international monetary fund (imf). hm.. i wanna go, bt haf promos tt time. yeah. so quite impossible. hm.. thr r still other volunteering opportunities, n i hope i can gt my cls ppl to go. actually, i m not sure of my duties as a cip rep, bt i tink i shld ensure tt my clsmates gt at least enuff cip hours.

nw i get a clearer view of the picture. not tt evry1 shld b a saint, bt i believe at least one shld b sincere to other ppl. perharps i tot the framing of the picture was nice. upon a closer look, thr is nuthin in the picture. no substance, no nuthin, juz a blank piece of canvas. yeah. i appeal to u, my friend, quickly paint sumthing, before no one is willing to even glance at it.

iduntellu at 1:08 AM

Friday, August 18, 2006

hornets

its good to noe tt ppl care, n i really wanna thank those who did. yeah.

wao, didnt really haf trainin these 2 days even though sham initially said had. hm.. not sure wat happened on thurs. prob sham cldnt gt enuff ppl.. so he cancelled it. n i spent tt day goin for maths+chem remedials. yeah, n did sum work.

then today, we were supposed to haf a match against the seniors. bt apparently, there were the hornets standin in our way. haha, they r not the new orleans hornets (tt nba team). they r literally hornets.. yeah. if u guys didnt notice, thr was a large hornets' nest hangin on the tree between the 2 bball courts. my seniors said that the nest had been thr for a very long time, and only until now, the sch haf decided to remove it.. yeah. wat great efficiency. anyway, we stopped play, and watched the whole action live frm the netball court. armed wif a burner n a gas cylinder, the destroyin hornet squad set into action, lightin up the burner, and stuffing it into the bottom of the hornet's nest. accordin to a senior, the rationale for tis was that the only entrance and exit of the hive was frm the bottom, hence by burning the hive frm the bottom wld b blockin out the escape path of the bbqed hornets. haha. of cos, we didnt haf bbq hornets for dinner. yeah. fortunately, none of the hornets appeared to haf escape, as none of us gt stung. yeah. played capt ball aft tt cos sham prohibited us steppin on the court. yeah. so i basically wasted my whole day. tts so great.

havin cip tml.. yeah, not sure wat wld b the turnout rate.. hope i wont b late. yeah. hope we cld do sumthing aft tt ba. yeah. hey sorry yb n sk, cldnt meet up wif u guys tis wk again. prob not nxt wk cos gt op presentation. its so hard to find time to come out chill wif u all without worryin abt schwork. yeah. i book u 2 the wkend after promos ok! definately muz come out!

hm.. i heard tis song while goin thru jacqueline's blog. yeah. haha. nice song. wao, duno y recently chance upon so many old nice songs. haha, n yh, bsb is not the only grp tt can sing nice songs. yeah.

Savage Garden - Truly Madly Deeply

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living. A deeper meaning.

I wanna stand with you on a mountain.
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest power. In lonely hours. The tears devour you..

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes 'cause it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...

Now I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

iduntellu at 11:28 PM

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

very bz

wa.. so bloody bz these few days. so much work, and so little time. i haven even finish my june phy holiday assignment: hai. still gt so many econs essays. n maths trigo remedial. not forgetting chem and phy remedial too. if only i was ccaless. then i can everyday go home after school, like shimeng. bball everytime go home physically n mentally very tired, lie on the bed can slp straight to 6am 1.. then i always haf to rush my hw on 961.

i shall now berate bball trainin again. today was totally sucky. was supposed to run 10 rounds under 1.30. summore the weather was so bloody hot. sham is gettin more n more sick. 1.30 is totally shit lor. every trainin minus off 5 secs. wth man. obviously i cldnt make it.. i totally lagged behind after the 7th round: so in total i failed 4 rounds:( hai, my stamina sucked. was so tired until i haf to close my eyes to run the last few rounds. then aft tt he asked us to go gym. wth man. my body is like aching all over le. hm.. haha, didnt noe the weights the soccer ppl were doin were so light. prob they were doin endurance trainin.. bt duno leh, we also doin endurance trainin, and our weights r much heavier. tink is becos ms ho is not as sick as sham. wa, i realised my shoulders r damn weak. nw then i recalled, i didnt really do much weights to train my shoulders last time..

anyway, i joined 2 teams for capt ball. wth. hai.. a large part was due to sasha's indecisiveness on gettin the cls to form a team. nvm tt. our class team's name is damn borin: o6s12.. y cant they cum up wif sumthing more quirky, like 3 holy mother version 1.1 2006? which is the name for bball capt ball team. haha, the other team is called 3 holy mother version 1.0 2005.

我在这里人海中的一座岛屿
很平静风平浪静
只除了深夜里回忆会疯狂来袭
- a verse from 很想你
too lazy to copy n paste the whole thing out:

iduntellu at 10:55 PM

Sunday, August 13, 2006

fireworks again

did cwo tis morn. hadda write an essay n help clean the benches in the raintree, esp gettin rid of liquid paper stain. it was rather difficult, as sum stains juz do not go off no matter hw much strength you apply. so ppl, nxt time dont anyhw vandalise tabless.. the person cleaning it seriously has much work to do.

aft tt went to play pool wif bball ppl. then, we went to the singapore indoor stadium to watch bball, philips cup. gt argentina, spain, serbia and montenegro and slovenia. hm.. sham gaf free tics. yeah. the ppl thr really noe their econs concept. haha. they ensured we did not bring any food inside the stadium, and charge an exhorbant price on drinks and food. can u imagine 1 cup of small big gulp costin $3? its a monopoly, and the govt shld do sumthing to intervene! anyway, saw msia all stars gettin toked by the melbourne tigers, 50-111. wth. totally outclassed. borin match. aft tt was argentina vs slovenia. initially was quite a close match. aft tt argentina started to pull away, and managed to thrash slovenia by 20+ points. haha, actually i was thr to watch manu ginobili. yeah. he damn zai, superb vision. didnt stay for spain-serbia, cos hadda rush to fireworks.

hm.. city hall was damn crowded. yeah. walked at snails pace. wanted to find 4-7, bt apparently it was too crowded. so i watched, and find them aft tt. hm.. the fireworks were damn nice. haha. definately much better than singapore's. yeah. its the best fireworks i haf seen. simply dazzling. had trouble findin 4-7 aft tt, cos it was so crowded. thr was a prob wif the telephone network, mayb cos gt too many ppl ba. i took 20mins to find them, and was quite surprised they waited for me to take photo. was quite grateful for them. yeah. 4-7 really made my day. its really great to noe tt u guys didnt pangseh me. aft tt went back to amk mac to slack and catch up abit on wat is goin home, before headin home.

went wif stella to asian wcg today. too bad amelia n sheaufong cld nt make it. liushuo didnt even reply. took lots of photos, haha, and a short video for our oral presentation. haha. saw wilson chia played today. he damn zai. it was a best of 3 round. he took the 1st rnd easily. tink he slacked aft tt, haha. lost the 2nd rnd narrowly. then the 3rd round they played until 2-2, haha, sudden death. damn exciting, me n stella was like shoutin out for mr chia. haha. luckily he won, haha. we haf more stuff to crap abt in our written report:D then stayed on to watch dota. wa, felt bad makin stella sittin thru it. she didnt understand wat was it abt.. hey, really sry bout makin u so bored durin dota. yeah. MI2 frm singapore win, haha. i tot LGK frm thailand chose the wrong hero combi, haha, cos its like thr was no stunners? hm.. bt they were quite gd, haha, esp loa, and syllabear, who had a divine rapier. furion frm mi2 gt a divine too later in the game, and then they won, haha. formed mega creeps. yeah! haha. go team singapore. yeah. thr was such a huge crowd watchin the dota competition, haha. guess dota is the most popular game. haha. wa, can suggest tt in our proposal:D

iduntellu at 2:12 AM

Friday, August 11, 2006

bz day tml.. detention frm 9-11 in sch cos i was late for countless times.. bball outing frm 1230, then watchin philips cup wif them at 4.. at nite watchin fireworks wif 4-7.. sham had lots of tics to gif away for the philips cup, where 4 teams argentina, spain, serbia and montenegro and slovenia r playin.. hm. wanna watch ginobili tml.. haha, cos last time sum1 commented i play like him, reckless cutting into the zone. i guess tts a bad thing, haha, bt nvm..

i m changin my song to 重来-李圣杰, another sad song. yeah.

有多少爱能重来?
多少人愿意等待?
失去之後才明白
走进回忆的安排
一幕一幕的对白
上演我们的未来
期待原来是一种伤害
深爱的人一离开
是我不敢
忽略你给我的爱
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你再泪流
寂寞之後
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
请看需要你的我
一切重头
真的需要你的我
只要你回头

现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你在泪流
寂寞之後
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
真的需要你的我
只要你回头

its really hard to force a smile on ur face when u r sad. when ppl ask me to cheer up, i really find it hard to say i will. i dun wanna make empty promises, so i can only say i will try to. its not a nice feeling to noe that nobody noes or cares whr u r, nobody noes tt u r gone. its a spark to a recallation of a series of past happenings. its also not a good feeling sitting thr alone.

hey, many thanks to ppl who wished me happy bday today, although i didnt really haf 1. thank u frm the bottom of my heart.

iduntellu at 10:45 PM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

quitters dont win, tts y they quit. failure is not an option. its a certainty

had pw tis afternn. went to stella's house to do. wa, her parents very nice, haha, kip bringin food n drinks in for us. had dinner at her house too. hm.. her mother's cookin is much better than my mum's. did pw until close to 11pm when we left. gosh, it was so late. haha. i still remb the no. of words we did for pw. 3083, haha. we saw yuting online, n decided to kek her. bt damn, she gt 3500+ words.

hm. wanted to put up slyvester sim's 所以, bt apparently i cldnt find the url. so had to find the next best sad song. 手放开 by 李圣杰.

我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事一幕一幕
再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概
不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌写着等待
最后的疼爱是手放开
我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害

my sorrows started on the last day of may. it was then, when i cld not b happy. i tried to, but i failed to put a smile on my face. today, or rather yest, my fren told me sumthing. it really confirms sumthing. i m a failure. nuthin has gone smoothly for me ever since. everything has gone downhill. national day eve really made me wonder: whr r my frens? i realise i only haf 2 good ones. both of them in other jcs. its like a wound on the knee. it never heals. screw adidas for sayin impossible is nuthin. being happy is impossible. but wat can u do? tts life. its all abt being unhappy. u juz haf to live wif it. so i came to tis simple conclusion. i quit tryin to b happy.

iduntellu at 2:02 AM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

happy national day.

today is national day. haha, hm.. i shall blog in context of 8-8 being today. as usual, was late for sch, for the nd parade. hm.. then had nd celebrations. haha, solaris won 2 trophies, while aqua won 1. hm.. actually, i dont care who wins wat, its none of my business anyway.

after tt went class outin. the process of waitin for bus was so damn long, cos its like all the nyghs ppl all on the buses tt we wanna take, n the buses r all full. so bobian, had to take bus to newton, then transfer to city hall. hm.. went to eat yaki yuki buffet. wa, was so damn full. ate lots of balls: xh, sm n yt kip toturin me. ask me eat n eat. aft tt, thr were a series of bizarre acts by the eccentric club consistin of mz, yf, th, and their beloved president, roy. they were playin wif the food lor.. haha.

went to watch click aft tt. was rather apprehensive abt tt show initially. tot it was sum senseless comedy again.. cos watched adam sandeler's anger management durin sat on chn 5 ma. bt i was really surprised. actually, i tot tis movie could b the best movie i every watched. spiderman was cool. hm.. mayb tis cld b on par wif tt. i tot tis movie was very meaningful. i roughly summarise the movie. its abt tis guy who was so hectic wif his work. he nided a universal remote control to help gt the lights, the garage door, tv, etc workin at 1 time. so he went to purchase 1. bt he gt a 'universal remote control' for free. actually, it was a remote control for the universe. it can control lots of stuff. so tis guy went to abuse the remote control. initially, it went smoothly. he gt thru his work and problems wif a breeze. after tt, he fastforwarded his life, and it totally went downhill frm thr. he was so focused on work tt he didnt cared abt his family. his wife left him, and he almost died. when he realised the value of family, it was all too late. or rather it seemed so. in the end, before he 'died', he told his son not to follow his footsteps, and put family 1st. it really tingles me. becos, i tink rather much the same is happenin to me. hm.. then after tt, he woke up, and found out its a dream, and started to treat his family much better. hm.. tis is like goin thru adam khoo's course, haha. the whole plot is so similar. think adam khoo shld show tis video durin his classes.

went to watch fireworks aft tt. sum ppl left earlier. so dissapointin. they missed the fireworks lor. its quite nice lor. better than the previous 3 i watched. probably cos it was a competition, so they used more efforts on the fireworks.

its a really sad thing when no one cares. it really says sumthing abt who u r to them.

iduntellu at 12:55 AM

Monday, August 07, 2006

damn

wa, didnt had enuff slp yesterday nite, so was rather short tempered today. was loadin songs into my mp3 n phone: hm.. kept dozing off durin the tutorials. i dont like my gp tcher.. cos its like we treat her as a tcher nia. up til now, i still dun even noe her name.. only call her tcher. sumore kip givin us hw. nw i think chiobu is a better tcher.

had bball again today, as usual. ran 10 rounds of circuit, were supposed to make each under 1.35. hm.. i think i improved. ran faster than last wk. nw i normally run late 1.20s, early 1.30s. haha. bt after running, we wound ruptured again. damn, gt sum pus n blood still thr. damn. today whole day i realise my pants gt blood stain, cos pus n blood kip cumin out of my wound during sch. damn. hate wounds on knees. then went to gym to did exercises. body guna ache tml.

hai. i duno y. i noe i shldnt do it, bt i still wan to do it. then when i m abt to do it, i dun dare to do it. damn.

heard tis song on my mp3 juz nw, n suddenly tot its quite nice.

断了的弦再怎么连
我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

我沉默你的话也不多
我们之间少了什么不说哎哟
我笑后表情终于有点难过
握着你的手
问你决定了再走

我突然释怀的笑笑声盘旋半山腰
随风在飘摇啊摇来到你的面前绕
你泪水往下的掉说会记住我的好
我也弯着我嘴角笑

你的美已经给了谁
追了又追我要不回
我了解离开树的叶
属于地上的世界凋谢
断了的弦再弹一遍
我的世界你不在里面
我的指尖已经弹出茧
还是无法留你在我身边

断了的弦再怎么连
我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

断了的弦 by jay chou

iduntellu at 10:41 PM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

more than words

Saying I love you

Is not the words I want to hear from you

It's not that I want you

Not to say, but if you only knew

How easy it would be to show me how you feel

More than words is all you have to do to make it real

Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me

Cos I'd already know


What would you do if my heart was torn in two

More than words to show you feel

That your love for me is real

What would you say if I took those words away

Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you


More than words


Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand

All you have to do is close your eyes

And just reach out your hands and touch me

Hold me close don't ever let me go

More than words is all I ever needed you to show

Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me

Cos I'd already know

iduntellu at 6:14 PM

kana conned

went to help zr sell sum magnets for the elderly tis mornin. hm.. me n mz went together, then say yb n fred n shawn. they say they saw a chiobu scgs gal also doin flag day outside cine. so we went thr lor. then shawn was tokin cock, say tt he cld gt her no. so he went to try. bt obviously he was rejected. then fred toked cock, said tt if he cld gt her no. we donate $0.50 each to him. so fred tried, n supposedly he gt her no. n we donated to him. bt wth, aft tt he said he lied to us.. the no. was fake: damn, kana conned $0.50. then aft sellin, went back to return the cans n unsold magnets. damn, kana conned $5. tis gal frm 4-6 asked me to buy sum funfair tics for vjc. i also forgot her name. then i said yes. n she said it cost $5. wth. she shld haf told me price 1st. then like tt $5 fly away. the tics also no use. like i will go vjc like tt:

hai. damn. i played dota today. cldnt resist the temptation. saw my bro playin, so i juz sat n watch. in the end i ended up playin: damn. haf to curb tis temptation nxt time..

wa, my knee pain for whole day. damn, shldnt haf wear jeans in the morn. it kept rubbin my skin, n i kept limpin. hai, i think i fallin sick le. haf tis feelin. hm.. hope my guesses r wrong.. dun like being sick: esp when thr r holidays. its like so rare tt i gt a break frm cca on wkdays.. pls dun let it spoil my national day holidays..

hey, thanks yb n sk. yeah. hm... added a song to the blog. yeah. nice song.

iduntellu at 12:45 AM

Friday, August 04, 2006

bball

hm.. nuthin much to say abt lessons. as sian as ever.

played bball wif classmates tis afternn. hm.. haha, lw, u not hopeless n pathetic la. u noe hor, my bball teamates saw u n sf playin, they say u can jump a coke can tall, haha. tts better than a bball team member who they say can jump a yakult bottle tall. played match wif seniors after tt. haha. series tied 1-1. seniors, get ready for the home run! we guna win 4-1. hm.. scored 5pts. n bruised my knee juz nw. hai, sian. hate bruisin my knee. cos when u bend or sit down, the blood clot will kip breakin, then take very long for the skin to grow.

iduntellu at 11:29 PM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

sry shimeng

hey shimeng, really sry i caused us to b knockedout. its my fault. wa, feel really bad, cos the past few days u kip telling me tt we will win. really very sorry..

i haf decided. no more dota until end of promos. so to my frens, pls dont jio me to play. yeah. i really nidda focus. haha, if anyof u wanna go lib stdy msg me ok. cos its like so pointless tt i ask ppl out. cos no one wanna go.

i came back at 10 today. duno wat happen to sham. he treated us to dinner tonite.. haha. i went for trainin very late, cos had badminton. then trainin ended at abt 740: i think sham feel bad tt the china scholars missed their dinner, so he treat them. not sure. or mayb sham wanna brief us on yltc. dont noe, haha. i juz realise today tt i m used to playin triple threat offense. haha. nowonder i find it weird when we play pick n roll.

i scolded sum very bad vulgarities at sum1 today.. felt really bad. hm.. i think she isnt so petty, probably she doesnt remember. bt i feel tt muz apologise to her tml.

n yb, erm.. pls dont gif me angbao.. presents r juz materialistic goods. its the thoughts tt counts. u noe hw much i value sincerity. ya. n u dun b so stressed up wif jc le la. call dasao n tok to her la!

iduntellu at 11:10 PM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

juz to clarify

i duno y ppl say i m rich when i m not. if i m rich, do i nidda care whether my father is a spendthrift? i dun like him spendin $$ like thr is no tml. he bought a nokia 6280 a few weeks ago, intendin to gif me, bt i dun wan, in the end my mother took it. bt she dropped it into the toilet bowl, and obviously its spoilt.. literally $300 flushed down the toilet bowl. damn heart ache ar. dunno wat the hell is wrong wif my father la.

i m so bloody tired. freak mr sham. after monday's circuit n gym trainin, today ask us to do airalert n push ups again. wth man. my whole body ache like hell. esp chest n thigh. wth, pull up was like so bloody shit lor. then its like so bloody impossible to move my legs nw. i dun care le. tml i not goin to move a muscle for pe.

hai. heard sumthing again today, frm the same person. really made me think i m a loser. hm.. i m startin to lose my belief.

tis is a nice song wif melodious tune n meaningful lyrics. muhaha.. been harrassing mz wif this song these few days.

等待

我守候在你家的门外
整个晚上都不离开
我想你靠在我的胸怀
我要将感觉留到every night
走在吵闹拥挤的人海
我想要好好感觉你的存在
望着遥远灰色的星海
一个人孤独的发呆

我依然还在等待
等待你会明白
一颗坚强的心在等你回来
风在吹让他擦去我脸上的泪
不要以为我真的无所谓
我依然还在等待
等待你会明白
一颗坚强的心在等你回来
不怕累只要我的身边有你陪
请你相信我是真的不后悔

iduntellu at 9:56 PM