Thursday, August 10, 2006
quitters dont win, tts y they quit. failure is not an option. its a certainty
had pw tis afternn. went to stella's house to do. wa, her parents very nice, haha, kip bringin food n drinks in for us. had dinner at her house too. hm.. her mother's cookin is much better than my mum's. did pw until close to 11pm when we left. gosh, it was so late. haha. i still remb the no. of words we did for pw. 3083, haha. we saw yuting online, n decided to kek her. bt damn, she gt 3500+ words.
hm. wanted to put up slyvester sim's 所以, bt apparently i cldnt find the url. so had to find the next best sad song. 手放开 by 李圣杰.
我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事一幕一幕
再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概
不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌写着等待
最后的疼爱是手放开
我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害
my sorrows started on the last day of may. it was then, when i cld not b happy. i tried to, but i failed to put a smile on my face. today, or rather yest, my fren told me sumthing. it really confirms sumthing. i m a failure. nuthin has gone smoothly for me ever since. everything has gone downhill. national day eve really made me wonder: whr r my frens? i realise i only haf 2 good ones. both of them in other jcs. its like a wound on the knee. it never heals. screw adidas for sayin impossible is nuthin. being happy is impossible. but wat can u do? tts life. its all abt being unhappy. u juz haf to live wif it. so i came to tis simple conclusion. i quit tryin to b happy.
iduntellu at 2:02 AM