Monday, October 30, 2006
nuthin much
hm.. i got back my progress report. as expected, i gt diediediedie. haha. n my gp is only 10%tile. haha. i guess i didnt take gp seriously ba. hm.. i tink to do well, first n formost u muz take ur subjects seriously. hai, bt i m still treatin gp as it was like in the common test. hm.. i hope nxt yr can change gp class n gt a better gp teacher ba. haha. anyway, was supposed to haf trainin on thurs, bt it was rainin, hence cancelled. damn, waste my time waitin for trainin to start. i waited frm 10am ok! until 4. wth. didnt go to survivor too cos almost nobody goin frm our class.
then went to kbox on fri. haha. it was quite fun. haven went in a long time le. hm.. i tink my chinese is gettin worse le.. cos i cant seem to decipher sum chinese words for the songs shown on the screen. bahhh.. the consequence of not readin chinese often ba..
saturday hadda go for tis redcross cip briefin. hm. was quite borin n pointless. the ettiquete workshop was also rather lame.. the only thing i learnt was tt to show ppl directions, u haf to use ur thumb: tt looks very weird, haha.. saw kelvin, my prisch fren thr. he was in rp. haha, i still remb hw he kept hackin my neopets acc no matter hw many times i created it. then i was fedup, bt i still didnt wanna lie when i told him my user acc ma. so i create tis acc called iduntellu, haha. so i can dun lie to him, at the same time, he tink i dun wanna tell him, n wont noe my username. frm then on, i used the moniker iduntellu.
sunday was so sian. stayed at home all day to dota. wa. visage is very very gd!!
haha. duno y shimeng say its nt gd. i was beyond godlike n holy shit wif it la. visage farm damn well. haha. prob nxt time can own him wif it, then he can wu ti tou di say visage is gd. sian sia.. haf to slp le. gt bball trainin tml morn:
iduntellu at 12:19 AM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
long entry
there are a few things i wld like to say.
1st thing, we visited ocs today. haha. n i saw clar thr! haha. i haven seen her in a long time sia. clar is the best chairman(or woman) ever, haha. i mean, which chairman ever really cares bout the welfare of the class? which chairman gives pep talk to the whole class when she feels we r doin sumthing wrong, while at the same time, caring about us, not being overly critical? which chairman initiates activity for the whole class to participate? eg. cip (clarissa initiated project), where we took turns to visit stall 8 auntie's home. which chairman find us and talk to us alone, finding out our problems, when she sensed tt sumthing is troubling us? which chairman wld spend the whole nite explainin to u physics concepts, and discuss answers wif u over the phone? which chairman wld slowly take time to listen to any comments each n every class member had? its not juz her being our chairman. bt i tink at the same time, she treats us as a friend, n truely cares for us. of cos tis is done wif the help of her vice, zhikai. wao, i m so looking forward to 4-7 chalet at the end of dec.
2nd thing, i feel really frustrated sumtimes listenin to a person tokin. it seems the person noes everything, and everything muz b the person's way. DISC. dominating i guess.. despicable? duno ba. usin all methods to obtain their objective.
3rd thing, zhaocong, i m really lookin forward to ur comic: the superhero who canot fart! haha. u r always cracking very very very very very cold n lame jokes. haha. i remb last yr u circulated ard a comic strip, another very very lame 1. haha. i remb, zc= -9999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999 deg celsius. guess i m missin 4-7 too much le.
4th thing, due to sum comments by a person, i decided to totally remove tis part. yeah.
last thing. we went to jurong point to buy presents for our teachers n for sum1 whose bday is tml (cant name who, incase she reads tis, its meant to b a surprise, haha). we bought a milkbottle n pacifier for bek n his baby son, keychains for ms lee n jensen, n a i duno wat for ms koh. hm.. nt sure y ja n bae wanted to separately buy another thing for ms koh. i really duno, bt i seriously dun think its very gd. wldnt it b better if they shared wif the whole cls? hai. or perharps its out of the budget which is $10/teacher. i m sure money isnt a problem. i dunthink the rest of us wld haf anyproblem payin juz a few cents or prob a dollar more if the gift is more exp. come on la, its for ms koh. the most patient teacher i ever seen. duno la. perharps i m thinkin too much le. bt thr is really sumthing tt i m very very pissed off. buyin a gift for cmy. she is like by far the worse teacher i ever seen. she doesnt really care abt her students, i think only for her own welfare. when she scolded us brainless a few mths ago cos we werent standin straight in assembly, she said tt it was becos the hod up thr cld see tt our line is crooked, and it wld reflect badly on our class. i tink she meant it wld reflect badly on her ba, since she didnt make us stand in a straight line. damn her la, makin jj cry. i dun understand why sum ppl still wanna buy her a gift even thou they dun like her, juz bcos she is our teacher. y do u wanna gift sum1 when u dun haf the tot of it, n u r juz treatin it as a formality, becos u gifted the other teachers? mayb i m stubborn n obstinate, bt i seriously tink we shld stick to wat we believe, n not do for do sake. thrs no sincerity, when sincerity shld b the biggest component when givin sum1 a present. i rather kip my few cents in my wallet n risk gettin called stingy by ppl. i remb i wasnt willing to pay class fund during a period in sec sch, cos thr is no official record whr the $$ is goin, n i really dun like tt. so i demanded a report frm our treasurer b4 i was willing to pay, to acc for any expenses, like wat the government does in the budget speech. i believe transparency is very impt in good governance. the point i m tryin to make is tt, i wont pay for things which i deem unneccessay, even thou its juz a few cents. in tis case, cmy's prez.
tokin to u makes me feel so immature. i guess thr r still alot of things i still nidda learn..
iduntellu at 9:39 PM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
sad
hai. hw wld u feel if 2 gals cried in frnt of u? sad. pw sucks.
iduntellu at 5:28 PM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
fed up
damn. i m very fed up alrdy. crap man. have i deproved? i duno leh. lately kip losin dota matches. sian sia. freak man.
anyway, today morn, or rather yesterday morning, since its past 12, i went to play lan wif anderson ppl. haha. the usual nub sports day. didnt go for bball n soccer cos cldnt wake up again. so went to play lan nia. haha.. actually, playin wif the anderson ppl lan was quite boring.. cos erm.. nt i haolian la, bt i cld easily own them. bt when i play against pub ppl, sumtimes i gt owned, sumtimes i owned bt still lose. see bay sian ar. after lan, i met up wif sum 2-3 ppl to play pool. haha. sian sia. bifang ask me go online sign up for tis cip n print out the application form n send it via mail for sum cip. bt my printer no ink sia.. hw m i goin to print it? ask her lend me photocopy hers she also dun wan. wat a miser. haha.
juz came back frm a run. haha. i nidda improve my stamina sia. cant possibly drop out halfway durin every bball trainin ma. ran frm wdls to marsiling n back. nt a very long dist. hm. i tink runnin at nite is better. the weather is cooler, no sun, no vehicles emitin pollutants, no passerbys staring at u running. ya.
hai, bt i m damn fed up man. tink i m fed up wif life.
iduntellu at 12:04 AM
Friday, October 20, 2006
diediediedie
2day, is a sad day. cos 1st time see so many girls cry. of cos, no guys cried la, guys cry can go b gal le. we gotten back our results today ma. seems like almost half of the gals cried. i remb last time jinru cried during 1st day after orientation in sec 1 i alrdy freaked out le. duno la. when gals cry infront of u, it makes u very guilty n bad. makes u feel u done something wrong. or at least tts wat i feel. anyway, the reason was tt we gotten back our results le ma. sum gals did not do as well as they expected ma. so bobian la.
hm.. i got bbcc for promos. bb for phy n chem, cc for maths n econs. haha, surprisingly the subjects i gotten the lowest for cmntest, nw i gt highest. bt sian sia. becos cmn test is taken into account, tink my grades wld most probably b dropped to cccc. sounds like diediediedie. omg. very inauspicious sia. haha. bt i dun really care bout auspicious or nt la. imagine gettin a dead. haha. bt cccc is worse sia. its dyin 4 times instead of 1. ok, enuff about tokin cock. tink the main reason i was able to get wat i got was cos i was not distracted n studied ba. i duno whether studyin is impt nt actually, cos i dun really see the point in gettin it. its like wat u stdy now, i dun tink u wld remb anything after many many yrs. bt i do noe i cant afford to carry on like i was durin common test.
hm. had a solaris house outin today. haha. cant believe in the end all my class ppl went off. left 06 guys. luckily they all frm anderson. haha. i tink anderson ppl r very friendly lor. yeah. i feel on the same frequency, rather then wif other ppl.
iduntellu at 11:50 PM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
光良---第一次
光良---第一次
当你看着我
我没有开口已被你猜透
爱是没把握
还是没有符合你的要求
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让实现开始闪烁
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起死守
哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让视线开始闪烁
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由......对我
感觉你属于我
感觉你的眼朦
第一次就决定绝不回错
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起死守
哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久
haha. changed the song in the sch com lab cos my home cant read chi n i didnt install any soundcard. ya. tis is a nice song by 光良.
iduntellu at 10:40 AM
Monday, October 16, 2006
haze rocks
i luv the haze. becos if it, trainin was cancelled. bt only after we ran 2.4. damn. heng i didnt ran last, haha. bt 11.58 is still very very lousy. nidda train more. n sham still wants us to run below 10: tt is like so impossible..
anyway, went out wif sk n yb yest. was supposed to go klunch at amk. bt it was fully booked at the big mac centre. then near raiders thr supposedly gt a new kbox tt was opened, bt when we went thr it was closed. duno wat they doin la. so we went to bugis to walk walk see see. haha. bugis thr open a new lan shop. damn big. charge $2/h. hm.. prob can go thr play nxt time. we saw sum ah guas on bugis street. wth man. i hate ah guas. they had long hair n were dressed like woman. didnt noe they were ah gua until sk said they were. disgustin man. after tt we went home, n yb went patuoing wif dasao at ecp. haha, yb bought firecrackers to put. tink he contributed at least 10 to the psi. haha.
iduntellu at 9:16 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
bored
i m feeling very very sian. during promos tt time, hoped promos end quick. nw. nw promos end le i gt nuthin to do. then i will kip anyhw think. damnit la.
iduntellu at 11:59 PM
open day
yesterday is njc open day. hm.. i duno y r each cca's tryin so hard to get ppl's names n numbers. r they really tt desperate? thr is tis cca which posted posters all along the walkway frm the sidegate. thr is also tis cca which puts up 4 big banners n talk bad about other ccas. cld some1 pls enlighten me? wats the use of all these? since last yr, i haf been to open house til nw, i still tink all the stuff put up by the ccas r rather pointless. usually, people put down their names n numbers cos they r constantly being harassed, so juz writin the details down can gt that irritating person off their backs. r they engaging in sumthing like non-price competition? like advertisin. if u stdied econs, u shld noe advertisin is not gd, cos its juz bullshittin ur way to convince the other party to purchase ur good, in tis way, joinin ur cca. i hope ppl wont take offence, bt i m sure ppl will. hai, i m too frank le ba.
iduntellu at 12:48 AM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
disorder test
Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate
URL of the test:
http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mvURL for more info:
http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.htmlwa.. sian.
iduntellu at 1:10 AM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
bloody crap
crap la. my com spoilt after i played on saturday. mayb due to haze? haha. it couldnt load up to windows. so i hadda reformat my com. nw my com totally dun haf anything man. not even a soundcard. damn. haf to wait for my neighbour to come back frm china, then can borrow the soundcard disc. hai. no more dota too. dun tink dota can work without sound card ba.
anyway, did pw today. went to stella's house. sheau fong n liu shuo cldnt make it, so in the end left stella, amelia n me. haha. actually, we found out we didnt really haf much to do about the written report. juz nidded to edit abit nia. haha. we spend most of our time thr playin games. hai. so sad, i kip losin to stella at puzzle fighter:( hai. used to play it when i was little. i not fu qi man! nxt time i goin to challenge her again n win her:D haha. i m surprised amelia n stella nv hear metal slug b4.. i tot it was such a popular game. haha. we played metal slug. it was basically me fightin.. haha. stella n amelia were thr juz to dodge enemy's attk. hm.. stella's mum cookin is nice, haha. esp the soup. surprisingly, my mum cooked a nice soup tis aftnn too. haha. sum chinese tonic duck soup la, duno wats tt. hm.. i tink stella's mum very re xin sia. i was kinda shocked when she asked me and amelia to take home a pack of sum sweet handbits she gt frm little india.
its games day tml in sch. dun really feel like playin. wats thr to play for i mean. u r representing solaris, not ur class. who really cares. hai. when i saw the list for soccer, was kinda sad. cos they said it was a class thingy, bt yh, th, mz n my name were not in. instead, sum guy called andre was playin. duno wats wrong la. i agreed to join bball cos i tot i wld b playin soccer too, wif my class. bt nw, i really duno. i really feel like poning the bball thingy man. its like thr r 2 total strangers i duno. frm sum ip class. hw isit possible to play wif them if i dun even noe them? hm.. mayb i go tml juz to see see n support our class guys ba. n leave the 5 guys to play bball. cos if i were 2 play, i wldnt wanna play wif 2 strangers. n if i play, tt 2 strangers wld b bored n dun play. so to ease their boredom, i tink they shld play, n i dun play. yeah.
iduntellu at 11:55 PM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
fail promos
wao, its been such a long time since i blog. haha. 1 month? not sure. the modem cable was faulty n no one bothered to repair it. my bro n sis were pestering me to repair it, bt had promos cumin up ma, so it wld bt better if i cant use the com..
hm.. gt so many things to write abt. haha. 1stly, abt promos. hm.. actually, i tot i did quite ok. probably cos i did stdy. not much distractions these days ma, n wif the threat of retaining, i was left wif no choice bt to call wdls lib my 2nd home. bt i really duno leh. its very unpredictable.. hope i can pass my subjects n retain all of them..
haha, tis is where i left off frm the draft. cos i wrote the 1st part on the day after promos, bt i too tired to continue.. so i continue nw..
wao, been idling my time off on wed n thurs. both days wake up at 10, then play dota, watch shaman king until 10. then watch xiao qian, and anime. haha. duno y, lately been infatuated wif anime, esp shaman king. haha, prob is cos its like pokemon ba. the story line. haha, then thr is tis guy called asakura yoh. haha. really admire his character n hw he treats ppl. of cos, also for the action. haha, shaman fites are damn cool:D
hm.. had spa skill d today. crap. its juz copying the whole thingy out frm the spa practise we did. wth man, its a total waste of time. i tink they shld juz gif us the spa marks for free. hm.. after tt went to eat wif class at prince cafe at coro. haha, once again, its a 6 boys outin. duno y, sumtimes gt outin only gt 6 boys come.. kinda spooky isntit? haha. well, i ate chicken chop. bt its nw all practically inside the drain beside bball court. hm. we played pool after tt and then i went trainin. haha. seriously, i noe trainin isnt tough today. bt i totally sucks nw. i nidda do sumthing about my stomach before i can play well. hm.. i goin to see chinese doc tml. hope i can run normally asap.
haha. i m quite excited tml. finally gt to meet up wif my frens. haha, playin lan tml wif the anderson guys. sian, cant make it for bball cos nidda see doc. haha, then after tt goin out wif sk. haha. he nids to buy bball shoes.
hm.. sumtimes i haf been thinkin. actually, i haf tot of this since a long time ago. well. prob there is sumthing i will do. wait ba.
iduntellu at 10:25 PM