Monday, April 23, 2007
real life
i have juz read the newpaper today. thr was a column by some reporter about her experiences in Austria. ya. hm. to noe more about it mayb u can go read it. i tink its quite insightful.
anyway, clarissa sent me an email. she always does tt cos she doesnt really like to tag. anyway, i believe that wat she say about real life is true. guess i was protected too much. i shall juz copy n paste the example she wrote "it's juz like if u born smart, u will still likely to win one who is born not so smart but puts in alot of effort to improve himself. the former is still one cut above." tis is quite true imo, bt its juz tt many ppl, including me, to comfort ourself, still puts in effort, tinkin that he will be onpar, or even surpass the better person. i really like wat she says later "Slowly, as u face more difficulties in life, u'll get to see more, ie the inner traits of mankind, how they work under situations thet pose harm to them, etc. Still the same note of caution: have u thought thru wad the moral principles u will abide by in times of difficulies, etc? Is success more impt than these principles? Will u forsake them to achieve ur goal? As u proceed further in life, u'll see pple throwing away values like integrity..." i dont noe. i m still nt able to say whether i will be like tt in the future. i muz keep my head if i do face such a situation. i dont really like ppl who forgo their values. i dont wanna dislike myself too. so ppl, if nxt time if i happen to veer the wrong way, pls steer me the right way! already i have seen instances of ppl going the wrong way. its a moral dilema as to whether or nt to correct them. i m sure u noe wat i mean. clar, if u do see tis, pls enlighten me!
haha, nw for some mundane stuff. i m sick sia, n i still ate kfc yesterday. gg. i have so much phelgm and it is sooo damn yellow nw, n i m coughing like nobody's business. i dont feel like goin to a doctor. actually, i prefer being sick. so i have an excuse nt to go trng. i feel very aimless during trng. i dont noe wat i m doin thr. its like somebody without a direction. i dont wanna gt well, so dont wish me gt well soon, haha.
iduntellu at 5:56 PM