Wednesday, May 23, 2007

got tis frm yh blog

You Are the Ego
You take a balanced approach to your life.You definitely aren't afraid to act out on your desires - even crazy ones.But you usually think first. Morals drive you as much as hedonism does.You've been able to live a life of pleasure... without living a life of excess.
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You Are the Ace of Clubs
You go at everything in your life full force. You are a natural gambler.Your life definitely has some extreme highs and lows, but you know how to ride out the low times.
A total adventure seeker, you are never satisfied by what's normal or ordinary.You like to push limits and shock people. You're dramatic, but a drama queen.
Your life has been a wild ride so far. You have stories that people can barely believe.And you're probably still young... with a lot of wild rides in front of you.
A gamble you should take: High stakes roulette
Your friends would describe you as: Crazy
Your enemies would describe you as: Demented
If you lived in Vegas, you would be: A high roller
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You Are an Afternoon Person
You can find energy any time of the day ... or night!You prefer to be out and about when most other people are.Very early mornings or very late nights aren't really your thing.You're practically solar powered, and the afternoon is when do best.
Are'>http://www.blogthings.com/areyouamorningpersonornightpersonquiz/">Are You a Morning Person or Night Person?

iduntellu at 7:33 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

i m at fault

you start by admitting your mistake.

iduntellu at 1:01 AM

Friday, May 18, 2007

failure

i wanted to blog the other day, bt i deleted all tt i wrote. hm. somethings are better left unsaid. guess i juz stick to the only thing i have a chance to succeed, which is to stdy hard n gt good grades for alvls. i have already given up 2 things which were important to me. the only things tt i have left is dota n books. i dont want to look back years later to see that my jc life is a complete failure. hope studies can b my saving grace.

iduntellu at 10:52 PM

Sunday, May 13, 2007

bored

hai. i feel very very bored now. feel like i have no purpose in life. very very sian. guess i have too much time on my hand, not playin bball. dont noe. still dont have the motivation to stdy sia. need to find the motivation soon.

iduntellu at 5:57 PM

Friday, May 04, 2007

njc basketball

guess cca has officially come to an end le, after the guys lost to tj today. imo, vernon played best today n can really see he did not give up. bt shall nt talk more abt the match. shall talk abt njc bball team.

joining njc bball has not only trained my fitness, bt also taught me many lessons of life, like not giving up so easily and the power of encouragement. n most importantly, letting me have so many wonderful teammates. hm. i dont really noe the j1s tt well yet, cos they only came in tis year. but they r a lively bunch. they come in and make our trainings noisier, which is a good thing. hm. bt i wanna specifically talk about 3 people who have left a very deep impression on me. probably 10 years after i will still remember them about their character rather than their skills.

1stly, mr sham is the most unique teacher i ever seen. haha. when i 1st came in, i admit i was intimidated by him, cos he is huge n seem fierce. he walks with a swagger, and always makes those menacing faces. bt actually, he is quite a nice person. he sacrificed alot for us. remb during the dec holidays, he always treated us. trng was really monstrous tt time. tink he felt bad training us so hard, so he brought us to dinner after tt. haha. he always got stronger opponents down to play wif us, hoping tt we wld improve. remb he got many of his national team n home united team mates down to nj. i heard frm mr lee that he even postponed his wedding for our team. ai. thr r many other things that he have done. quite difficult to list all of them down. he cld have done without all these. bt he still did them.

nxt, i tink jianming is also quite a nice person. he seems dao at sometimes. bt i tink he wld rather let his actions speak. still remb when we invited hc n the national team down to nj, he bought drinks n treated the team. he always help me out during trngs, shouting at me not to give up. the most memorable 1 was the last 2.4, when tt was the only time i ran below 10, he ran with me , constantly urging me to give my best. he didnt choose to overtake me, letting me finish 1sec b4 him. was very touched by his gesture. also remb he consoled me when we took the same bus, when i felt like shit after one of the trngs.

lastly, i dont tink i ever seen john being angry, haha, like zhikai frm my ex cls. he always smiles and shurgs it off when ppl makes fun of him. haha. i remb once we were damn tired frm our previous trngs. haha. then i dont really felt like running again. tink he felt the same way also. bt he said just run la. hm. once i saw him help a little girl turn on the tap when she couldnt reach it. he also doesnt really scold much vulgarities. he could also sense when ppl are feeling like shit. remb last dec after playing like a fag against dunman high during a friendly, was really feeling very down. he talked to me after tt to make me feel better. he also consoled me recently when i was nt selected into the team. he is really a great friend to have.

guess i m closing a chapter of my life. must focus on studies now. i m sure next year's team can go far, if they train hard, and sham manages to get better players next year. hm. they must not blame each other n encourage each other more on the court. ya.

iduntellu at 5:59 PM

Thursday, May 03, 2007

isit intentional? :(

iduntellu at 10:17 PM