Tuesday, July 31, 2007
背叛
雨不停落下来
花
怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀
爱
只剩下无奈
我
一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块
就不精采
紧紧相依的心如何
say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快
心
有一句感慨
我
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在
haha, tis is one of the only few 曹格's songs i like.
iduntellu at 3:26 AM
Saturday, July 28, 2007
blah
Its quite hard to forget about something that is part of you. I tried to avoid it, but i guess its still 2nd nature to me. Actually i still do like to play bball, but i rejected my frens when they asked me to come out to play. Stupid moral conflict.Hm. An idea to delete wc3 came across my mind, so tt i will nt play n conc on studies. But i think tt will not solve the root cause of the problem. Anyway, i dont really have a problem wif computer games le. Also dont really feel like playin already. But i will fall aslp when i mug.
iduntellu at 8:10 PM
Thursday, July 26, 2007
i miss anderson
I met an old clsmate, lihui today on the bus while i was going to amk. She really changed alot since i last knew her. It muz have been the rain that i am missing my secondary school sooo much.iduntellu at 6:50 PM
Saturday, July 21, 2007
...
I m feeling sad right now, nt for myself but for my fren. Its a very difficult decision for him to make, and if it was me, i would not have the courage to do that. I really hope he picks himself up, and not do whatever he did wrong again.iduntellu at 9:58 PM
Thursday, July 19, 2007
CIP day
I have many opinions about CIP day yesterday, but i think it would be wise to keep them to myself, as they may not sound nice.I am feeling a sense of de javu. Its nt the 1st time i m being left out, and i shld learn to get use to it. Bt this feeling is terrible. its even worse when someone makes a small gesture when lots of thoughts are going thru ur mind. I feel so alone.
iduntellu at 3:35 PM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
sian
| You Are An ENFP |
 The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts. At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused |
another 1 of these type of test. got it frm yh's blog. haha. kinda weird test.
iduntellu at 9:44 PM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
only UUUUUUUUUUUU
I have got back most of my common test results. As expected, i would get at least 3 u. I only manage to pass maths. Even though i haven gotten back phy, i can confirm gurantee plus chop will get a u. 75% of the cohort get u lor. I am not that smart to be in the godlike 25% to get a subpass and above.There are still some CIP stuff i need to settle. Need to co-ordinate the upcoming CIP day, help get the cls CIP endorsed, and compile their CIP records.
I feel that my lifestyle is changing these few days. Gone were the days where i would chiong home to play dota. Prefer to sleep than to playing. Still got that whole econs content i have to revisit. Need to read up on chem, and practise phy and maths papers. I dont noe how i am going to do that with homework piling up.
iduntellu at 10:41 PM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
pangseh
Wa. I was pangsehed today sia. I didnt noe all the guys stayed home to mug lor. thought they would come sinced they signed up. ZZZZ. Anyway, learnt lots of stuff bout malay supernatural stuff. haha. I thought the malay horror movies were quite amatuerish.. Looks like a student film lor.I played bball today. Hm. guess my moves were still thr, bt i was panting like shit after awhile. i seriously think i will lose to some girls if i run 2.4km wif them nw.
iduntellu at 9:19 PM
Monday, July 09, 2007
nice ppl
Today i saw my junior helping a woman. Haha. All along had the impression of him as a nice person. Guess this confirms it.iduntellu at 9:42 PM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
. . . _ _ _ . . .
I took part in the adventured challenge yest. Haha, i thought it was quite fun, bt the others didnt really thought soo cos it was quite tiring. There is something that i have learnt frm tis, which is not to be soo stubborn n trust other ppl more. haha. i m sure my grp members wld noe wat do i mean by that. After all 7 brains would b better than 1.Many people argued that the live earth concert was redundant and killed the earth faster rather than saving it. Bt i do not think soo. Hm. i think its like the advertisements we see everywhere. They help to sell products. Like wise the concert can be used to create more awareness, sending out a sos call to every1.
iduntellu at 11:14 PM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
weak
| Your Five Factor Personality Profile |
 Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. |
Arrrrgh. i juz went to run in the evening juz nw. I have become uber weak le. Its like i only run 1km before i start to walk. Run abit jiu pant, stitches n stuff. hm.. In total i ran ard 2.4km only. Intially i thought of running 4km without stopping. But i guess i would have to work towards that. Didnt push myself too hard cos i scared stitch a few days, like wat happened to me when i go back to bball training after exams last time.
iduntellu at 12:08 AM
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
clar's stories
Two friends were walking through the desert. During the journey, they had an argument, and one friend, A, slapped the other one,B, in the face. B was hurt, but without saying anything, he wrote in the sand: today my best friend slapped me in the face. They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. B got stuck in the wire and started drowning, but A saved him. After B recovered, he wrote on a stone: today my best friend saved my life.the friend who had slapped and saved him asked, “why did you write that?” He replied,” if someone hurts us, we should write it down in the sand where the winds of forgiveness can erase it away. but when someone does something good for us, we engrave it on the stone where no winds can ever erase it.
Here i a story frm clar i copy n pasted frm 4-7 blog. hm.. But actually i believe this person is being too idealistic. In reality, i believe the opposite is true..
I m soo excited abt the 4-7 outing tis Saturday, to celebrate 4-7 day on 4th July, which is tml. Haha, its juz a small dinner gathering only. I hope i can make it in time cos i haf oac adventure challenge b4 tt, which i dont noe will end at wat time.
To all the 4-7 ppl, happy 4-7 day tml:D
iduntellu at 4:22 PM
Monday, July 02, 2007
苍蝇的泪滴
你的美丽像黑森林谁不着迷谁又靠得近
温暖还是冰冷冷
猜测下一秒你的天气
宝贝还是玩具
我怀疑我自已
戴苍蝇的眼镜
太多你数不清
一千种个性
谁向谁说我爱你
你又不是垃圾
也没有长细菌
却让我生病
亲一个让我痊愈
戴苍蝇的眼镜
看你举棋对定
一千颗泪滴
告诉我有多爱你
即使你没反应
我想我也愿意
被一个温柔的表情
骗我爱上你
nice song by 林宇中
iduntellu at 2:22 PM
Sunday, July 01, 2007
mythological creature
| You Are a Pegasus |
 You are a perfectionist, with an eye for beauty. You know how to live a good life - and you rarely deviate from your good taste. While you aren't outgoing, you have excellent social skills. People both admire you - and feel very comfortable around you. |
iduntellu at 12:33 AM
shack
Hmm.. I had quite a tiring day today. I went to see my mum in the morn. She had an operation yesterday. She looked quite tired, bt shes ok. Shld b able to b discharged tml. After tt went to kbox. Chinatown is quite near to kk, so surprisingly i was early. Wa. dont noe y the ppl working thr so gd. let us exceed the time by 2h40min sia. mayb they no business. Wa. quite tired nw. cant really think properly.iduntellu at 12:16 AM